Showing posts with label France. Show all posts
Showing posts with label France. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 16, 2019

We're all French today ....

When you wake up in the morning and there is a part of our soul like the Cathédrale Notre-Dame de Paris  missing and so much ugliness still extant, it makes one think. I thought about the French, and France, a lot yesterday. I suspect we all did.

I’ve never been there. I thought about it once. I could have extended for another six months in the “Dirty Little War,” and they would have sent me anywhere in, what they called back then, the “Free World,” for a month and then brought me back. It was called “basket leave” and didn’t count toward any leave on your records. It was free, but so would have been the “ass-whupping” my Sainted Mother would have given me next time I saw her.

Still, I thought about it. I had read that those folks drank wine with breakfast and I thought that was pretty neat. Oh yeah, there were the cathedrals and museums and places where Hemingway, Fitzgerald, and the others showed out. It would have been terribly interesting, but I opted to return home, or at least to go to Charleston, South Carolina and live aboard a ship for a year and a half. Oh well. Sainted Mother was happy, but she didn’t have to deal with the people of South Carolina and their gendarmes. They made the Viet Cong seem like Disneyland tour guides.

At any rate. I’ve thought about the French over the years. I’ve heard that they don’t like tourists, but I’ve also heard that they don’t like anyone and that it is only Americans who take it personally. My father-in-law was through there with the 79th Infantry Division. He wasn’t too fond of the French, but then, like I’ve heard many a veteran of the “Good War” say, the only Europeans that the American soldiers liked and identified with were the German people, and that was after all the fighting and crap.

He told the funniest story. During the occupation, he saw a young woman standing in the yard holding a young dog. Trying to maintain good international relations, he commented on what a nice “puppy” she had. After several moments of miscommunication, she nodded in understanding and giving the universal “wait one” sign, ran into the house, returning moments later with a partial role of toilet paper.

I thought about when the French opted out of the monumental crime and misadventure known as the American invasion of Iraq. There was once, while at a “church” function, I heard a dentist, his son, and a “minister,” without one second of military service between them, referring to “French Surrender-Monkeys.”

Gagging, I held my tongue, but thought about French villages that, after World War One could hardly muster an undamaged man between the ages of 14 and 70, “Surrender Monkeys” indeed. War is a simple matter for people, like most of our current leaders, who have never seen one up close and personal.

So, I spent some time yesterday regretting the fact that a wondrous work of human endeavor was gone while the most corrupt government in American history still stood. You know, I read once where the French had let that cathedral deteriorate, paying it scant attention, until Victor Hugo immortalized it in his famous novel. Then, observing it, as if for the first time, falling into ruin, they went about restoring its wondrous beauty.
           
Maybe it takes the realities of abuse and neglect to awake people to the beauty, not only of structures, but a country as well. I, for one, will hold out for restoration instead of the all-consuming fire. I think it's important.

A thing of beauty is a joy forever:
Its loveliness increases; it will never
Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
A bower quiet for us, and a sleep
Full of sweet dreams, and health,
and quiet breathing.
- John Keats





Tuesday, October 23, 2018

My Redacted Life: Chapter 36 (Cont._4)

Woke up early the day of my marriage, still wondering what I had gotten myself into this time. I had 12 hours to figure it out. I went back to sleep. When I finally did get up, I called my folks to make sure they were set. I called the office to check on things. I went over my modest wardrobe for the event. I checked on all the details for the honeymoon trip. I put my new purchase of Will the Circle Be Unbroken on my phonograph and sat on the couch thinking. It still didn’t make sense.

How had I moved from a lowly Naval Bosun's Mate, driving an admiral's wife and friends around Charleston Harbor to a developing professional about to marry the prettiest girl in Arkansas in the space of less than two years? I tried to think. That wasn't what I did best, but it helped pass the time. The effort proved too great, and I fell asleep again.

Later, I tried to pick the guitar like Doc Watson. That didn’t work. Then I tried to write down my thoughts like John Steinbeck might. That didn’t work either. I tried some calisthenics but that made my head hurt. Was I a failure at everything? Why would anyone want to marry me, especially such an “aggravating beauty” as I had landed—or was about to land? What if she changed her mind at the last minute? It would just show that she had come to her senses at last. Nobody would blame her.

Was there hope for me? That freeway, I thought, that ran to Lonoke would lead straight on to the east coast if one didn’t stop. From there, a man could escape to France, where I heard they had wine with breakfast. And here I was, fixing to be stuck in Arkansas the rest of my life. Or was I? One simple missed turn and the whole world awaited me. Maybe Brenda's mother, Hazel, was correct in worrying that I might not show.

Then the vision engulfed me: the smell of her full and flowing hair after she had washed it, the taste of that first kiss, the faint freckles under her eyes, the feel of hands when they held my arm, and the excitement in her voice when she told about going out on a snowy morning with her daddy, pretending to be rabbit hunting.

Oh, what the hell?

You might better be
getting your mind right.