Showing posts with label injustice. Show all posts
Showing posts with label injustice. Show all posts

Friday, March 20, 2020

Justice


Sundown in zion
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

            As Nelson settled into his truck and inserted the key, his cell phone rang. He pulled it from his pocket and checked the number. He pressed the “talk” button, placed it into position, listened, and said, “Agent Benson, so nice to hear your voice. Calling before you leave for services?” He waited, smiled, and said, “A simple ‘no’ would have sufficed,” He listened again. “Tomorrow at 10:00. Got it. Is this with the Chief himself? Good. I’ll tell him we were fraternity brothers.” He listened again and then laughed. “I’ll just tell him you owed me a favor.”  He punched the phone and placed it in his pocket.
            Before leaving, he pulled a folded sheet from his pocket and examined it. Then he reached into the glove compartment and retrieved a city map of Little Rock. He studied it for a moment and then jabbed a spot with his finger. He traced route and placed the map on the seat beside him. Pulling away from the Stubblefield home, he headed north, and then west.
            At first, he retraced the route he had taken to the University earlier. This time, he continued west and crossed University Avenue. Then he turned south and wound his way into a subdivision of middle-class homes. He stopped alongside a curb and reviewed his map and notes again. He then continued south before turning onto a quiet, tree-lined street. He drove slowly, observing the house numbers. He stopped, checked his notes again and eased his truck to a spot in front of a brick veneer home with an open garage that housed a four-year old Honda Civic. An older Ford sedan was parked in front of the house on a lawn that showed little sign of maintenance.
            Nelson drew a breath and opened his door. Before stepping out, he looked both ways. He eased himself away from the truck and walked the short distance to the front door. The doorbell pad was missing so he knocked three times against the front door. From inside, there was the sound of movement. A chair scrapped, there was a sharp exchange of voices and the footsteps could be heard approaching. The door opened and a large man stood facing Nelson. He had “life-guard” looks with long blond hair partially covering a tanned face. “What?” he said.
            “Is Mrs. Charles Winters in?”
            The man glared at him and said, “What do you want?”
            Nelson spoke in a low, even voice. “I want to talk to Mrs. Winters.”
            “What about?”
            “Is she in?” Nelson fixed his eyes on the face of the man, a face that now showed a slight hint of confusion.
            The man’s face gave a jerk to the rear. He yelled, “Connie.”
            A woman’s voice came from within, “I’m busy.”
            “Come here,” the man said.
            “I said I was busy.”
            “And I said ‘come here’ and I mean right now, godammit.” The man returned his glare to Nelson.
            Nelson said, “Thank you.” This seemed to confuse even more the man, who stepped aside as footsteps approached.
            His figure was replaced by that of an attractive woman in her late thirties. Her blond hair was pulled into a ponytail and secured with brightly colored bands. She wore a sleeveless pullover with no bra beneath it. She had on faded jeans showing her knees beneath worn spots. She was on the verge of being overweight, but moved with a practiced sensuality. She took one look at Nelson and said, “Whatever you’re selling, we don’t want any,”
            “Mrs. Winters?” Nelson said.
            “Who are you?” she said.
            “Gideon Nelson of the United States Navy. May I speak with you about your husband Charles?”
            She brightened. “Charlie? Did something happen to him?”
            “Yes,” Nelson said.
            “Come in,” she said, looking pleased and holding the door for Nelson. She led him through a well-kept room that was furnished with a large-screen TV, stereo equipment, and an exercise machine. The kitchen contained a new refrigerator and other upscale appliances. She motioned Nelson toward a seat at the kitchen table. She said, “Coffee?”
            “No thanks,” Nelson said. He took a seat and placed his hands on the table in front of him. She sat across from him. Her companion stood by the kitchen sink, watching.
            “Now tell me what happened to Charlie,” she said. “Something bad, I expect.”
            “No, Nelson said, “actually something good.”
            Her face darkened perceptibly. “Good?”
            “Yes,” Nelson said. “Something quite good.”
            She looked at her hands. There was no wedding ring on her finger. Looking up, she said, “And the Navy sent you to tell me about it?”
            “No, I’m just reporting as a friend.”
            “I thought you said you were with the Navy.”
            “Oh, I am,” Nelson said. “But they didn’t send me.”
            She appeared confused for a moment but then took a breath. “So what good thing has happened to old Charlie, my, … uh, estranged?” The other man laughed.
            “He met me.” Nelson said.
            Her face tightened. “He what?”
            “He met me and found a friend,” Nelson said.
            The other man stirred and said, “Just who the hell are you mister?”
            “You might say that I am a modern Jesus,” Nelson said, continuing to look at Charlie’s wife, “come to earth to protect the righteous and poor in spirit.”
            “Bullshit,” the man said as he started toward Nelson. “I threw that cripple bastard out of this house and that’s all we want to know about him.”
            “You need to go outside and stay out of this,” Nelson said, his eyes still fixed on Connie Winters.
            “Mr.,” the man said, “I’m giving you about one minute to leave before I throw you  ...”
            He didn’t finish. He had walked over to Nelson’s left and was leaning in to yell in his ear when Nelson grabbed the man’s arm and, taking advantage of the downward momentum, slammed his face into the kitchen table. As he fell on the floor, Nelson spun from his chair, grabbed the man by his shirt and delivered a sharp blow to the side of his head, his fist traveling no more than a foot. There was a sharp crack and the man’s eyes rolled upwards, then closed as he thudded to the floor. Nelson released him, sat, and turned in his chair back toward Connie Winters.
            “Is it true that you have taken Charlie’s bank records and checks from him and used Sluggo here,” he nodded at the form of the other man, “to keep him from coming back to claim them?”
            She said nothing.
            “And is it true,” Nelson said, “That you threatened bodily harm to my friend if he filed for divorce?”
            Connie Winters stared at her hands for a moment and then looked at Nelson defiantly. “So what if I did?” she said. “The wimp ain’t no use to me and I’m still young. The VA will take care of him. But I’ve got to take care of myself, and that’s all I’ve been doing.”
            “Thing is,” Nelson said. “It’s over. Watch and learn why.” He stood, turned and walked into the living room. There was a loud crash accompanied by the sound of electrical sparking and glass shattering. He walked back into the kitchen. “That was your TV,” he said. “Would you like to get his checks and bank records for me now?”
            “Fuck you mister,” she said.
            Nelson walked back to the living room and there were more sounds of destruction. When he walked into the kitchen, he moved to the counter and lifted a large microwave and threw it onto the floor beside her. She screamed and jumped aside and glass flew. “His bank records please. I have all day and you have lots of goodies.”
            Connie Winters eyes were wide now and fear had frozen her face. “How will I live?” she said. “I haven’t paid the rent this month.”
            “Put Sluggo to work,” he said. “Shall I take on the refrigerator next?” He moved toward it.
            “No,” she said. “Wait a moment. I’ll get them.” She hurried through the kitchen door and down a hallway. As she entered a room off the hall, Nelson stepped over the broken glass and stood out of sight against the wall. When footsteps sounded her return, he flattened himself against it.
            He watched as a hand holding a revolver broke the plane of the door opening, followed by an arm, and then the body of Connie Winters, her face wild and looking for Nelson. Too late, she sensed him and spun. He grabbed her wrist and with one jerk sent the pistol flying toward the still form of her companion. “Stupid,” he said. “Really stupid. Now don’t make me mad … the bank records please, and his other military documents.” He released her.
            She was breathing heavily. Nelson walked over to the gun, reached down, and grabbed it. He removed the bullets and the cylinder, placing them in his pocket. He threw the remainder of the gun into the kitchen sink. When the man on the floor moved and groaned slightly, Nelson bent over, raised the man’s head by his long hair and clipped his chin deftly, putting him to sleep once more. He turned and said, “Now.”
            Sometime later, Nelson was checking a cardboard box full of paperwork. Connie Winters stood in a corner crying softly, her hand across her mouth. Her companion still lay senseless beside the table. When he seemed satisfied, Nelson turned to the woman and said, “Now here are the rules of engagement. One, if, when I take Charlie to the bank, there have been any withdrawals from this moment until then, I will return. Is this understood?”
            She nodded. Nelson closed the flaps of the box. “And if I have to return, I will be pissed. Look at me,” he said to her. When she did, he said, “Really pissed. Do we understand one another?”
            She nodded. “And let me assure you, Mrs. Winters,” he said, “you don’t want to see me really pissed.” As if to emphasize the point, he walked over and opened a cabinet door. With one hand, he sent its contents, a collection of cups and glasses onto the floor. “Now,” he said, “for the second rule of engagement. In a few days, you will receive paperwork for a ‘no-fault’ divorce. I’ll wait one week for you to return them. Do and you won’t see me again. Don’t and I will be pissed. Okay?”
            She nodded and began to cry again. Nelson said, “Final rule of engagement. I think, after the divorce is final, it would be nice if you and Sluggo here moved to a climate more suited to your health. Don’t you?” She looked at him and nodded.
            “Good. “I love it when great minds agree.” He smiled at her and said, “After the body parts pass through the grinder, as the butcher said while disposing of his wife, everything falls into place.” He lifted the box and started toward the door. Reaching it, he turned and said, “It has been a pleasure dealing with you. I’m sure Charlie would want me to extend his thanks as well. He’s busy, though, regaining the health that you and this thing,” pointing at the body on the floor, “along with our foreign enemies, attempted to take from him.”
            He stopped. “Oh,” he said, “one more thing I almost forgot … the car keys please.” When she hesitated, he said, “As my mother would say, Don’t make me have to come back in there.”
            She took her purse from a kitchen counter and rummaged through it. She pulled out set of keys and pitched them to Nelson. He caught them and said, “After I leave, put the title into the glove compartment. Sometime, probably late at night, I’ll come and get it. If I see either of you, I’ll wreak major damage. Understood?”
            The form of Connie Winters seemed small and frail as she stood among the ruins of her kitchen. She nodded and then summoned enough energy to say, “Who the hell are you, mister?”
            Nelson turned. “Why, Mrs. Winters,” he said, “like I told your friend there, I’m Jesus. Haven’t you ever read about the cleansing of the temple?”
            With that, he turned and was gone.




Friday, January 19, 2018

Morning Thoughts: January 19, 2018

There’s something we need in America. Forget statues of Confederate soldiers. They fought for slavery. The Abandoned Woman: she deserves a monument. That’s who deserves honor and glory.

Who do I mean? Let me give you a composite from my personal experiences over the years. The following is no single person. She is, though, as real as the computer on which I type. Everything I’m going to describe is true. It all just happened to different people I’ve known. Consider a woman’s story.

She didn’t attend college. Instead, she worked so her husband could. Or, perhaps she married straight out of high school to a promising young man and began raising the child they conceived together and she birthed. (Notice I didn’t say “his child.” That term makes me nauseated).

Things went well until after that first child. Then she changed. The change showed on a face beleaguered by the strains put on her by colic, colds, bad tempers, diarrhea, teething, accidents, or the many other trials of nurture that go unseen by husbands and friends.

Perhaps the change manifested itself by a weight gain. Maybe the “ten” her husband described her as, to his friends, while the two had courted slipped to an “eight.” Maybe she wasn’t as “hot to trot” as she had once been. Maybe she just got older.

Her husband changed too. He was becoming successful, a change he felt entitled him to the same marriage benefits as always. Besides, the more successful he became, the more the younger women at work admired him. His wife should as well, even as she washed his dirty underwear.

Then he met “Bambi” and everything changed. He hated to do it, but, dammit, Bambi was still a “ten,” maybe even better. One night his desires and disappointments collided and his wife and child were banished to a friend’s house. She found a cheap apartment for the two of them. Divorce followed.

What’s an abandoned wife to do? First a job. She still had skills, though they were rusty. She found a job typing and sued for child support. The judge, an old friend of the ex-husband’s boss, awarded an amount that was 21 dollars a month less than the cheapest child care center she could find. It cost her “ex” so much that he had to forego membership in a more prestigious duck club. He was kind enough to remind her of that often.

Once a month he would pick up his son for the weekend. It turns out that Bambi’s family owned horses. The son would come home after the weekend spent with his father and talk incessantly about riding horses and how much he looked forward to the next visitation. Oh, and why couldn’t they have a horse?

The “father-son ecstasy” would not persist. Soon, Dad and Bambi had their own child. It drew the attention. Then, the same weak moral standards that caused Dad to abandon his first family finally cost him his job. Both the visits and the child-support payments became “iffy.” In those days, there was little recourse from an all-male judicial system.

The woman just worked harder. Sometimes there was a second job that still allowed her care for the son. Maybe she attended night classes. Maybe she found herself in a better job, training men to fill the position just above hers. She thought of dating, but men wanted an unencumbered “ten” for serious involvements. Even if she were still “hot to trot,” men weren’t interested in long journeys, just short sprints around the track.

Why a monument to her? Just this: she survived, and that survival should be an inspiration to us all. Despite the abandonment, the privation, and the fact that she worked for sixty cents on the dollar compared to a male counterpart, she survived. It was a feat accomplished by a work ethic and a monumental determination that might be compared in some aspects to the strength of African-Americans during the Jim Crow era.

Yeah, I think she deserves a monument. After all, she didn’t start out on her own with a gift of a college education and a million dollars. She’s worth, though, a lot more than that.

Why do I preach about it? Because I’m as guilty as the next person, and maybe self-awareness is the first step toward redemption and reparation. Oh yes, and maybe I respect success produced from a strength that was forged from the heat of adversity more than I respect success by inheritance.

To Moms

Sunday, June 11, 2017

Sailing to Oblivium: July 11, 2017

I had my job because my daddy thought I should work, and he knew a guy. The other fellow had his because he needed to feed his family. I was a white teenager. He was a black man.

We worked at a service station. I earned $20.00 per week, so I don’t imagine he made more than that, less in all likelihood. It was 1960, so that much money went further that it would today, but not very far at all. It would be the equivalent of around $165 a week now, maybe four dollars an hour in today’s dollars, the Koch Brothers’ dream.

The place was managed by a typical Arkansas redneck: a racist, crude, uneducated, foul-mouthed, mean-spirited jerk, assisted by a buddy who was worse. Ever seen the movie Deliverance? Then you get the picture. Anyway, there were periods of inactivity, so the two had plenty of time to think up devilment. One scheme, the one that seemed to give them the most pleasure, was how to, as they put it, “get rid of that n****r.”

His crime? It was a perceived lack of respect, though they didn’t figure the boss would accept that as an excuse for firing. So, they developed an alternate plan. The poor fellow had a set time for the noon break. He didn’t have a car, and no place close by served “his kind.” Each day he hurried to his home on the east side of Pine Bluff, had his “dinner,” and rushed back. Sometimes it took him a minute or two longer than he was allocated. Why not bring his lunch? Well, this was 1960 and our customers couldn’t be exposed to the sight of a “a colored man eating his dinner” just like he was somebody. He just walked home and back.

Get the picture? Yes, one fateful day the rednecks timed him, and when he came back nearly five minutes late, they fired him.

If I live to be a hundred, I’ll never forget seeing that man turn and start walking back home. And yes, silence was no more than cowardly complicity on my part, not my first and not my last. Maybe I'll be braver when they come after my friends.

This week, it seems that everywhere I look, I see some post about “making America great again.” It has gotten me to thinking. Can anyone tell me the exact date we are supposed to use as a baseline, the time to which we must return?

It sure as hell wasn’t 1960.

Just wondering.